don't youguys like how the opening of that tila tequila show on mtv is a clip from one of her...videos(?) and she's going, "believe me when i tell you this: if you ever leave me, i'll kill you"? yeah that's not creepy or fucked at all, is it? especially given the nature of the show. but let's not get into that.
sorry if anyone was frightened or scarred by yesterday's post. everyone realizes that i didn't write the italicized stuff, right? it's just one of those things that you read or see and you can't contain all of the information yourself, you just have to share it. so you're welcome.
i've fully come to and embraced the realization that i am meant to work with words and animals. i'm not meant to have people in my face constantly; i just don't have the knack for dealing with that. i am good at expressing thoughts and feelings to other people in order to relate and connect with them, not appeasing every asshole who crosses my path. i can sit and have a 30 minute conversation with a dog, but if you put a child in front of me, not a thought comes to mind. i don't have a clue what to say to them. it really does make me feel crazy, because everyone around me, in practically every situation, has something to say to just about anyone. they know the kinds of questions to ask, how to avoid awkwardness, and are often genuinely interested in including strangers in activities. i'll be honest: i'm not. i mean i have my moments, of course, and it's not that i'm terrible at interacting with people because when put in a group of shy types, i can be very loud and outgoing. and when people get upset, i know how to calm them down. but generally...i just...i feel so out of place. really misunderstood. i'm not really going anywhere with this, i just thought that i would share. sometimes sharing is good, see?
oh well. hopefully someone can relate to that. i'm all out for tonight. er, this morning, i guess. more soon, promise.
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isnt a conversation something that more than one person or being has to be involved in, by default?
con = with
verse = ya know, speech or somethin
tion = doesn't count with a dog.
dont get me wrong, i've spoken AT a dog for more than a half an hour and i know the dog understands and empathizes with me on a deep level. but if your dog is talking back to you, you need to tell me so i can get both of you help.
also, i hope i get to become the Fanning's nanny. more and more each day. i could talk to that kid for hours.
...and it'd be a conversation, you see.
lol, i think a lot more people have anxiety about talking to people then you think. Hence booze...and prozac. Not to be mixed!!
I personally have only found one person with whom I feel comfortable being myself, and I feel she actually understands me. Thankfully we're great friends, even if she lives in Canada (I'm going to be her maid of honor this summer. Too bad her conservative grrlfiend won't let me wear a dress....yet.)
So never fear, someone out there is definitely more anxious then you about conversing w/ others, guaranteed.
i just want to share my earlier text message response to arlan's comment here for anyone who may read it:
ok, look. just because a creature doesn't actually SPEAK does not mean that they can't respond to you in different ways when you talk to them. so yes, i have conversations with dogs.
then:
and cats.
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